it's back to work i go.
monday...is looming dark and dismal over my head. yesterday i bawled like a baby twice just thinking about returning to school.
yesterday (tuesday) was meant to be a test run morning. get up early, get maelle ready and literally leave and drive to school. however instead.
meltdown.
major.
i got up with the alarm and then it just came on. it was rough.
now, let me clarify.
i am choosing to go back to work.
i am excited about seeing my kids.
i feel like God is calling me to go to work - i feel like loving those kids is my ministry.
also i have a contract and am technically student teaching (so i have to finish the year), so this is necessary as well.
i am sad to leave this little cutie for the day.
but i know what's best for our family right now is for me to be at school.
luckily there is a day care right outside the back door of my school and little miss will be right there with me all day!
so today, we tried the test run again. it went much better - no tears.
i would have made it to school 10 minutes before the bell...that's a little late for my liking. but i feel like it was successful because i got out the door without crying and i would have been there in time to teach. victory.
however the trip back wasn't quite as pleasant. i would pick a snow day for a test run. :)
i gave myself a little reward with a starbucks and headed home to beat the snow.
we will try again tomorrow.
